Handsome Boy from the Modeling School

i knew this would happen the moment i got my livejournal... this blogger would die.
you can check out the live journal here:
my livejournal which is cool.
and so am i.
kinda

-sean

i got the thinking today....
that last look we shared? what was that?
females confuse me.
i also farted at work. it was great.

well mom's cancer wasn't too bad. it didn't spread to her lymphatic system. although the one spot on her back isn't as good as they hoped... whatever that means so the doctors say. more news on monday about this.
in other news, i got my computer back today. 80 bucks to fix.

i'm tired. again.

-sean

my computer is broken. its in the shop.

mom has cancer. it may have spread from her armpits to her lymphatic system, since there are so many lymph nodes there.

je suis fatigue. tres fatigue. fatigue avec la vie. il y a une problem tout le temp. je deteste que je risera demain et le jour apres demain. je voudrais de rester dans mon lit pour la reste de mon vie, mais je ne dois pas.

so much crap. and i'm 22. what else? huh? what the fuck else do you people want to throw at me? what else can i take before i just quit. fuck off.

-sean

i have good hair today.

this is fantastic. i'm on a discussion board and i said i didn't care for sex much anymore. its not on my mind, i don't really care about it. in fact, i think its kinda silly. then shit got hostile, so i responded:

someone on the board named 'thunderstruck' posted this:(THIS IS NOT ME)<
em>Males don't get tired of sex, there are obviously times where you want sex more than others, but no straight male is not interested in sex, stress isnt an excuse, when i am stressed i want sex more to take my mind of things and have a release (no pun intended)

Obviously there is more to life than sex, but sex is the single most greatest activity possible in life, anyone who has never has sex gets no opinion on this.

and i responded(THIS IS ME)
wow this is fun. i broke someone's brain...
i just have no desire for sex. i'm not waiting for that special someone to come along, am not seeking it or really even thinking about it. honest. its sort of a 'been there, done that and really, when you think about sex, it makes little sense' type thing. i was with someone for two years and at times it seemed like sex was the main thing between us, which is terrible. i think i confused sex and love at the begining of my experiances, but i'm glad that i sorted it out and was able to have a meaningful relationship. and now i just don't care about it.
so thunderstuck, i'm glad you are able to speak for all males. i guess i'm a 'homo' because i don't want to rail every little thing that looks my way and then jerk off in the bathroom. in fact, i wish to rail nothing right now. if i were actively looking for someone (and i'm not), all i would look for a close 'more than friend' type friend, who happened to be female.
all i can say is this: get your ass out the stone age. really.

isn't technology grand? i love the innah-net.

-sean

2003 has been the worst year during my 22 years here on this earth. i'll be glad when it is dead.

i made black bean-burgers for lunch/supper today. i've only made them one other time since i've moved here (when the katie shenanigans occurred.. what was that???). i should makem them more often. these are the best ones to date!

i had a wonderful time with pop today. he was very generous. he gave ryan and i 2 bose 301 speakers, 2 db plus cabinet speakers, one home built centre speaker and a 50X cd-rom, just because it was there. and, AND he took us to lick's for lunch and gave us a drive home. i know your jealous of my dad, so shut up. i already know you are.

then i got home and played diablo 2 for 8 hours ignoring everything except for pee-pee. yah, i'm cool AND suave. i know your jealous of that too, so shut up.

me love dad long time.

-sean

I am Dr. Weird from Aqua Teen Hunger Force!!

Which Aqua Teen Hunger Force character are you??